5.05.2012

ma abah

Assalamualaikum. dah sebulan kan?? tak update. seriously, rindu nak rak dah ni. rase nak luah everything, everything, everything ape yang da berlaku!! so many things happened. frankly. tapi, nak diceritakan, macam masa is jealousing kan. takpela, skip that. nantila bile Allah bagi nikmat masa di hari yang lain. insyaAllah. tak janji ye.

tadi pergi pwtc! dengan usrati. semalam ade mintak kat abah, abah kate tak de duit. nantila. tengok2, petang tadi mak ajak. ya Allah, mak abah never dissapointed me. tu yang buat hati bergegar bagai nak luruh. empangan macam nak pecah. sebab teringat jasa due insan ni.

 nak nak lagi bile abah bagi duit rm60.

i was like 'ha, kenape?' mouth flopped. nak sampai rahang kot. *hiperbola semate*

 firstly, terkejut jugak. tetibe abah kate nak bayar hutang yang dulu. ya Allah, abah. angah tak pernah ade niat nak suruh abah bayar hutang abah kat angah.never, nehi! you know abah, your sacrifice can't beat that rm60 tu. apela sangat if i lose that RM60 macam tu je. compared to your enormous sacrifice! sangat2 besar punye pengorbanan.

angah nak tolak, tapi.. mase tu ego tengah jd king of the self. tapi bile dalam kereta, tengah tenung tingkap, tetibe rase nak masuk mood instrumental. mood tangkap leleh. mase tu tak boleh nak tengok muke abah ngan mak dah, rase nak nangis. naseb diri aku tough. bole tahan air mate. the moment mase abah kalut cari angah kat pwtc. sebab angah suke rembat diri ntah kemane2 ntah.

ya Allah, so speechless. don't know how to express this feeling. just blessed for having them.

ma, my wonderwall. abah, my first man.

i love you till jannah.

you're so priceless. so precious. no one can beat.

ya Rabb, bless them. i plead.


credit to: Nazri bin Abdul Halim and Normaznita bt Othman.