assalamualaikum :) its like i'm in trouble! i'm an addict. yeah, addicted to post whatever yang crossing in my mind dekat this lovely-bucuk-bucuk blog ni. haha :P yeah, no reason. but, everytime apape je yg happened, nak post semue kat blog. tapi, tak ter post. bcoz i'm a lazy anak-dara! hahaha!
ehem2, ni nak share something ni. yeah, do eager and keen please!! heee :) sedang i tengah ber facebook-ing tadi. ermm tadi? not really lah. a few days ago. my hobby bile online love to read and heed the updated status je. aceh, takdelah sampai heed. kalo yang pleasant status tu, heed lah. and tengah engross in reading the very belambak status, tetibe the one status ni really had caught my attention. and that status had touched my heart. and it was like ouch! terase menusuk ke kalbu. cehhh :P but really, isi dye not as a gempak gile! but, that's enough for me to realize betapa lalainye aku.
okay i don't really remember the whole of the status. just a part of je. and those the isi status tu:
1. tak malukah pade Allah, kite duk berlumba hafal lagu penyanyi barat, tapi ayat-ayat Al-Quran Allah tak dihafal pun.
2.tak malukah pade Allah, lagu2 penyanyi sering didengar, tapi ayat2 Allah kadangkala je.
3. tak malukah pade Allah, bile pasang satu lagu je, cepat je cakap tajuk, tapi cube pasang ayat2 Allah, terkebil2 nak cakap name surah.
4. tak malukah pade Allah, kite mengenali dan ambil berat pasal penyanyi yang kite minat, tapi cube ditanya tentang sejarah rasul, tergagap nak jawab.
5. tak malukah pada Allah, kite selalu on the phone dengan kawan2 kite, dengan pakwe/makwe berjam2, tapi nak duduk berdoa dekat Allah 5 minit pon susah.
6. tak malukah kite pade Allah, kalau online facebook sampai pukol empat lime pagi pon boleh, tapi nak buat tahajjud kat Allah 15 minit pon tak terbuat.
7. tak malukah kite pade Allah, selalu ucap i love you, selalu puji pakwe/makwe kite, tapi nak zikir memuji Allah even sekali seminggu pon susah.
8. and last but not least, tak malukah kite pade Allah, bile susah baru nak cari Allah, bile senang ade ingat Allah? Nauzubillah min zalik~
- and as a typical teenager in this zaman moden, i admit it. memang betul. lagu2 penyanyi dah kuat di paste kat kepale. but, even one surah sederhana panjang of the Love Letters Compilation susah nak melekat. it's obviously menunjukkan yang hati kite dah mule keras dan kering kontang. so, be careful. it's hard when our heart dah makin keras :) it such a tough one when we wanna do a change, aite? lagi2, change to a better. its really difficult. really hurt. but, just have believe in Allah. and that the keyword to strengthen my heart and my azam.
and Allah tak tengok natijah, tapi usaha as well as how big your effort to be a better muslim or muslimah! yeah! and nobody's perfect because perfection is impossible. cume ade ruang kosong in ourselves utk dipenuhi dan diperbaiki. and i'm not a better person, still have a lot to improve :) believe in Allah, InsyaAllah, everything's gonna be okay in the end :D we wouldn't know unless we try it. *aku taktahu lah betul ke dak vocab aku ni* hee :) sebenarnye, there're a million ways nak dekatkan diri pade Allah, cume we as a normal people yang malas berusaha.
okay, i dah bebel punye panjang. that's all to share for today. sharing is caring. in fact, kite kan sesame islam. so takpe kan aku nak share pon. kan?kan?kan? hehe :) okay. chow dulu. peace be upon you :)
