tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86964591091007651832024-03-13T11:50:25.936-07:00Khalifah of Allah. aku hanyalah seorang remaja tipikal yang memerlukan secebis kekuatan untuk terus bernafas mengutip molekul oksigen. menjawab teka-teki setiap penjuru hidup. menyelesaikan puzzle sehingga menjadi satu kehidupan yang lengkap.ONE_E:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/03209465652984360059noreply@blogger.comBlogger54125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8696459109100765183.post-87699013383125880382012-11-10T02:57:00.004-08:002012-11-10T03:01:29.345-08:00pengajaranIn the of Allah, the Most Merciful, the most Gracious.<br />
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it had been a long long time tak update blog ni. rindu rasenye. betulla orang cakap, kalau kite tinggalkan mase utk blogging ni utk beberape hari, or minggu or even setahun pun, mesti otot tangan dah terase longgar nak menaip. kan?</div>
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emm, ya, pejam celik, pejam celik, celik pejam, dah masuk cuti sekolah pon kan? how's time flies! memang fly tak ingat orang sekeliling dah ni. memang cepat. dan the most unbelievable, aku ni seorang anak dara yang akan menginjak ke umur 16. wow! enambelas? sungguh tak masuk akal. </div>
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kalau nak diukur dari segi fizikal, dari segi luaran, dari segi zahirnya, memang ahh da macam mother-one-child. indeed. sebab tinggi menjangkau batas umur 15. tapi emosional? perghhh. sangat rapuh. </div>
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tapi, frankly speaking ahh, tak saba nak masuk tahun 2013. erk, tapi 2013 sounds so jerk. haha. tak tahu kenape. sebab ape tak saba? sebab dah masuk zone menengah atas. </div>
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okayla. in fact, aku rase gerun. why? mestila sebab tanggungjawab. lagi berat kot. dan ape je aku dah buat bakti untuk badan kepimpinan pengawas tahun ni? ape je? erghhhhh.</div>
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tapi alhamdulillah, tahun ni aku dapat rase satu perubahan yang sederhana besar kat diri aku. dari segi public figure, dari segi emosional, dari segi pemakaian and dari segi pape je la. nak bandingkan aku dengan mase f2 punye zaman... haish, jauh beze. </div>
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dan betulla orang kate, life lessons memang truly lessons punyela. and i've learned a lot of lessons sepanjang tahun ni. </div>
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first of all, pasal self-esteem. okay, aku ni seorang yang suke kritik diri. honestly, i was a hater of myself. bile tengok orang lain macam ni, nak ikut jadi macam die. okla senang kate, seorang yang suke ikut rentak dan irama orang lain. tak suke ikut diri sendiri. sebab rase diri sendiri is useless. oh, memang kejam. tapi, lame2 rase, i'm tired of being others. dan bile aku teroka sebab ape aku jadi macam ni, finally i got a reason! sebabnye, aku nak orang lain puas hati and diterime orang lain! perghhh. tapi bile aku disentak oleh rase tak puas hati aku sendiri, aku rase macam 'bodohnya aku'. </div>
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<span style="color: #cc0000;">kenape perlu jadi diri orang lain, sedangkan diri kau lagi awesome? </span></div>
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<span style="color: #e69138;">kenape perlu jadi diri orang lain, kalau kau sendiri tak puas hati?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #bf9000;">kenape perlu jadi diri orang lain, kalau kau sendiri tak habis teroka diri sendiri?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #38761d;">kenape perlu jadi diri orang lain untuk puaskan hati orang lain?</span></div>
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senang kate, manusia memang tak pernah puas hati. buang jauh2 pengiktirafan daripada manusia. tak penting pun. yang paling penting, pengiktirafan Allah. manusia menghukum. tapi Allah mengadili dan menghukum. Everybody and everything in this lovely universe has the pros and cons. </div>
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taqwa yang membezakan darjat antara kite. bukan tingkahlaku, bukan jawatan, bukan rupa dan bukan segale-galenye. hanye taqwa. TAQWA. faham? bersahabatla dengan Allah, berkasihlah dengan Allah. kalau kite takde kawan pun, hidup memang gile a loner, pasti we will live a happy life ever after. pasti punye! no doubt. </div>
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and lastly, be yourself. an original is always worth more than a copy. cetak rompak ngan cd ori? mane lagi good qualities? mestila ori punye kan. pedulikan kate2 nista manusia. tulikan telinga, celikkan mata hati, hidupkan hati dengan zikir. pasti syaitan terusir. got it?</div>
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jangan takut untuk change for good. biar terpinggir. biar kite dalam golongan minoriti. sebab yang akan memasuki syurga tu hanyalah golongan yang minoriti. </div>
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ONE_E:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/03209465652984360059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8696459109100765183.post-52214761171612300362012-08-30T17:50:00.004-07:002012-12-11T22:51:21.240-08:00assalamualaikum :) habuk setebal 5 inci da blog aku ni. perghh lame da tak post. maklumlah pmr's victim kan. so, trialllllllll's done! result ? erghhhhhhhhhhhhhh. tak seperti yang dijangka.<br />
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REDHA.<br />
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rise and shine, girl! come on.<br />
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yeah. i will. in the name of Allah, i will!<br />
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PMR is not the end. trial lagi lah.<br />
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mungkin Allah bagi ujian dulu, baru nikmat kan :) dan aku dah jumpa hikmah beyond of this ujian. Allah's reminding me to be more careful in exam. no careless! dannn paling perdana sekali jangan tidur mase exam! dan check kertas exam sampai belakang. dan jangan berhenti buat soalan sampai nampak sign SOALAN TAMAT. itu hikmah yang aku dapat.<br />
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dan bile dapat kertas pai, terus aku rase nak hantuk kepale kat batu. terus rase empangan macam nak pecah. sebab kawan semue dapat pai a. aku sorang je. dan khilaf aku kat pai ni, aku tak buat soalan bahagian akhlak yang 20 markah tu!! tu la, tak check lagi, siap terus tidur. bahagian akhlak punnnn, asal letak kat belakang sekali? haih.<br />
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dan sekali lagi, REDHA.<br />
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dan terkadang aku bangge dengan diri. *tabik dada sikit* cehh, bukan bangga. just, so grateful sebab Allah gave, eh is giving me a lot of strength to confrote the result. sebab ape? my buddy pun tak dapat straight A trial gak. satu geng ahh ni. bezanye, die menangisi result die. dan aku, Alhamdulillah tak.<br />
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sebab ape?<br />
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<i>"kalau kite takut nak ambek result, maksudnye tawakkal kite kat Allah tak cukup lagi."</i>-quoted by "zairis"<br />
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mase tu ketue nak bagi paper sn. dan biase lah, aku akan cakap "wei, takutnye, takutnye". dan zairis pun luahkanlah kate2 ni. itulah sejarah quote ni. hehe :)<br />
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dan hati kecik aku yang comel ni selalu berkate2 semangat! dan bile rase macam empangan nak pecah tu, terus tak jadi bile ingat Allah. sebab tak layak rasenye nak tangisi takdir Allah. tak gitu?<br />
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dan mungkin Allah nak uji tahap tawakkal kite. dan mungkin Allah nak duga dulu supaye kite rase nikmat kejayaan tu yang sebenarnye kan? kan?<br />
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so, be tough! you are stronger than you think! hey, don't worry. everyting's gonna be okay. Allah always by our sides kan?<br />
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sesungguhnye, selepas kesulitan ade kemudahan, tak gitu? mane ade selepas kemudahan ade kemudahan. itu takde life namenye. hidup kene lambung ujian baru syiokk! kan ?<br />
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for every problem there's an ayah in the quran. yang paling penting turn to Allah. sebab dye yang genggam everything. okay?<br />
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<span style="color: #4c1130;">the PAST is where you learn the lesson. the FUTURE is where you apply the lesson. don't give up in the middle!</span><br />
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assalamualaikum :)<br />
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<br />ONE_E:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/03209465652984360059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8696459109100765183.post-78046901389731643252012-05-30T09:54:00.003-07:002012-05-30T09:57:50.816-07:00rayuanfor Allah sake, aku kena remove kau. ya, harus. harus? ke wajib? entahlah. wayar otak berselirat. sahabat aku boleh buat, takkan aku tak boleh buat?<br />
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ergh, tolonglah. aku bukan jiwang. cuma sedikit emosional. tak pandai nak berfalsafah. sungguh, sakit kot. kuasa kau macam kuat sangat. boleh buat aku terjebak dengan dua penyakit. penyakit gila dan withdrew symptom. seriously. tak tipu. boleh buat aku jadi watak sengih sepanjang mase. boleh buat aku jadi watak underground punye mood. yeah, konklusinya, you're holding my heart and my soul. cehhhhh.<br />
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tapi, hanya Allah yang tahu segale deep down aku. sebab tu tergerak tangan ni nak tekan butang remove. tapi, tangan buat hal parkinson la pulak. tengok impak kau macam mane dekat aku. hebat tak hebat? ergg! rase macam kena smack down dengan batista kot.<br />
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tolonglah, pemahaman diharapkan. aku ingin menjaga. kami juga ingin menjaga, wahai kaum Y.<br />
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<i>reflection's needed.</i></div>ONE_E:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/03209465652984360059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8696459109100765183.post-22220373617088029822012-05-05T10:31:00.000-07:002012-05-05T10:46:27.453-07:00ma abahAssalamualaikum. dah sebulan kan?? tak update. seriously, rindu nak rak dah ni. rase nak luah everything, everything, everything ape yang da berlaku!! so many things happened. frankly. tapi, nak diceritakan, macam masa is jealousing kan. takpela, skip that. nantila bile Allah bagi nikmat masa di hari yang lain. insyaAllah. tak janji ye.<br />
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tadi pergi pwtc! dengan usrati. semalam ade mintak kat abah, abah kate tak de duit. nantila. tengok2, petang tadi mak ajak. ya Allah, mak abah never dissapointed me. tu yang buat hati bergegar bagai nak luruh. empangan macam nak pecah. sebab teringat jasa due insan ni.<br />
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nak nak lagi bile abah bagi duit rm60.<br />
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i was like 'ha, kenape?' mouth flopped. nak sampai rahang kot. *hiperbola semate*<br />
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firstly, terkejut jugak. tetibe abah kate nak bayar hutang yang dulu. ya Allah, abah. angah tak pernah ade niat nak suruh abah bayar hutang abah kat angah.never, nehi! you know abah, your sacrifice can't beat that rm60 tu. apela sangat if i lose that RM60 macam tu je. compared to your enormous sacrifice! sangat2 besar punye pengorbanan.<br />
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angah nak tolak, tapi.. mase tu ego tengah jd king of the self. tapi bile dalam kereta, tengah tenung tingkap, tetibe rase nak masuk mood instrumental. mood tangkap leleh. mase tu tak boleh nak tengok muke abah ngan mak dah, rase nak nangis. naseb diri aku tough. bole tahan air mate. the moment mase abah kalut cari angah kat pwtc. sebab angah suke rembat diri ntah kemane2 ntah.<br />
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ya Allah, so speechless. don't know how to express this feeling. just blessed for having them.<br />
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ma, my wonderwall. abah, my first man.<br />
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i love you till jannah.<br />
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you're so priceless. so precious. no one can beat.<br />
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ya Rabb, bless them. i plead.<br />
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credit to: Nazri bin Abdul Halim and Normaznita bt Othman.ONE_E:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/03209465652984360059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8696459109100765183.post-7776713393941020772012-03-10T16:20:00.002-08:002012-03-11T03:02:26.735-07:00ujianassalamualaikum. dah lame tak jengah blog. tak update lembaran kehidupan. yang maken banyak ranjaunye. seriously.<br />
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recently, baru diadekan ujian prestasi 1. Alhamdulillah, bolehla buat. but, ade lah jugak some parts yang memang blank zero empty, yang hanye buat aku untuk redha je la. err, pasrah, actually. not redha. takpe, effort aku memang 50-50. so, i will get that. and for that, i'm ready.<br />
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since hari khamis lepas paper tafsir hadis, dah rase merdeka. extremely merdeka. sampaikan dah lupe kertas geografi yang belum di pass lagi. lupe perang besar bulan oktober ini. dan yang paling penting lupe, leka, dengan mase yang makin mendekati. makin ditelan. and, frankly, aku tak tersedar yang time really flies. tibe2 dah up 1, tengok2 dah cuti seminggu da. and, today is sunday! tadaa~<br />
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how's the preparation?<br />
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for?<br />
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yeah, for PMR's war?<br />
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ouch, no need to ask lah. takut ni. no worries, now baru bulan 3. ade tujuh bulan lagi.. ade mase, ade mase.<br />
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ouh, okay. and about preparation nak masuk alam lain?<br />
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alam lain? alam upper form ke??<br />
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eh tak lah. alam barzakh.<br />
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GULP. *tongue tied*<br />
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and for sure, everyone will experience this moment bile ditanye soalan macam tu? kan? Allah.<br />
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i wanna pee my pants. gigil patella ni bile dengar <span style="color: #cc0000;">ALAM BARZAKH. </span>ya Allah.<br />
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nampak sangat kite lebih mengejar duniawi. too obviously. ermm, mungkin bukan kite. tapi saye. terlalu buat persediaan untuk menghadapi peperiksaan dunie. sampai terleka dengan yang ukhrawi. astaghfirullah.<br />
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gagal kat dunie, there's another chance. tapi di alam sane? when the angle in black dahh datang, bukannye boleh nak beg and plead to give another day, nak bertaubat.<br />
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and last but not least, berape percent cinte kite dah bagi kat Allah?<br />
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Ya Rabbi, selimutilah diri kami dengan sutra kasih sayang-Mu. Amiin~<br />
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sekarang dah masuk bulan due. bulan due yakni februari.FEBRUARI. ya Allah, time really flies. betul2 fly. tak sempat nak berkelip mate, tak sempat nak catch up segale bende, dah masuk bulan due. haish.<br />
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dan dah due bulan jugak lah aku menjadi ahli kelas 3 jabar. menjadi pejuang PMR yang bakal bertempur pade bulan sepuluh ni. dan menjadi seorang BKP 2012. 2012 really change my life lah. hidup dah macam berpusing 180 darjah. 180 darjah je. belum 360 lagi. </div>
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bile kite dah accept satu jawatan utk dipikul, memang rase berat. mcm kene beban dengan treler 3 tan. nak pikir pasal tanggungjawablah. nak pikir pasal itu lah, ini lah. nak nak lagi pikir pasal friend's feeling. segale bende kene care. public figure lah, care bercakap lah, and sorts of. sebab kite akan jadi imej yang akan dicontohi, diteladani dan DIGERUNI. oh , myy. </div>
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but dari my side yang laen pulak, tanggungjawab itu penting sebab ia akan dihisab pade hari akherat nanti. bukan PMR'S RESULT. ye tak? jadi organ dalaman aku akan menjadi rajin dan bersemangat untuk menjalankan tanggungjawab sebagai kp! yeah. haha. extremely semangat ni. </div>
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<br /></div>ONE_E:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/03209465652984360059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8696459109100765183.post-86806860992382605582012-01-27T09:04:00.000-08:002012-01-27T09:04:45.501-08:00MARAHmr.angry on his way nak rasuk aku. pakcik sabar, tolong datang. cepat, dah betul2 emergency ni. alamak, the traffic tengah heavy lah. lambat datang pulak. <div><br />
</div><div>terus mr.angry memuntahkan larvanye. huh? pelik? aneh? weirdo? </div><div><br />
</div><div>i'm behaving in a strang manner. tak ke? </div><div><br />
</div><div>ade something yang amiss. betul ke? be....tul.. ke??? tak tahu!! </div><div><br />
</div><div>eh, alhamdulillah. dah cool pun. but after dah burst out segala darah merah lah. spill out lagi, lagi, lagi! baru terase gentle breeze tengah brushing pipi. dingin lah tu maksudnye. </div><div><br />
</div><div>ade sesiape yang injured? absolutely. liver mangse yang terkene semburan darah merah tu.</div><div><br />
</div><div>loss of life? ade? takde. loss of words ade. sure mangse tu terus jadi kaku. kaku lidah. silap2 kancing gigi terus. eh? tak ah. exaggerate je tu.</div><div><br />
</div><div>then, what should i do? mintak maaflah. terus kneeling je lah.</div><div><br />
</div><div>makcik ego yang boleh di describekan as a fat-ugly-annoying-stingy woman mencelah out of the blue. katenye; no need to apologize bagailah. eventually, die lupe jugak ape yg ko cakap kat die. takkanlah nak mintak maaf. buat drop your waterface je. HAHA. *gaye yang err, sumpah tett</div><div><br />
</div><div>ini true and authentic punye story tao. terbaik dari sawah. buat filem, laku tak sudah. masuk kotak pejabat lagi. ye dak? hee >)</div><div><br />
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</div><div>do remind this. special for the victims; be patience. no need for revenge. don't bear a grudge. just sit back and wait. those who hurt you will eventually screw up themselves and if u're lucky, God will let you watch. isn't it? </div><div><br />
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assalamualaikum :) emergency entry ni. haha. semalam 2011. harini 2012. and i'm getting old. dah jadi orang berumur 15 dah. sungguh tak masuk akal. and yeah, certainly, semue orang will build a new year's resolution kan? me too. azam aku yang 2011 ade yang terlaksana. ade jugak yang terkubur macam tu je. tak tahu pergi mane. nak tahu azam aku? ouh sorry lah, it's perfectly private, paparazzi semue. teehee :P bukan mudah nak spread out azam macam tu je. malu lah cek. haha :D and that's all for today. salam :)<br />
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DEAR 2011, THANKS FOR ALL THE LESSONS.<br />
DEAR 2012, I'M READY.<br />
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p/s: ya Allah, thanks for everything.<br />
and Alhamdulillah, aku masih boleh bernafas mengikut process yang betul :)ONE_E:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/03209465652984360059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8696459109100765183.post-89450706163316364002011-12-31T00:31:00.000-08:002011-12-31T00:33:37.226-08:002012<div> <img 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</div>hari ni penutup bagi tahun 2011. penutup bagi diri yang lama. khatimah segala sejarah. besok, permulaan hidup yang baru. diri yang baru. sejarah yang baru. dan tahun baru!!<br />
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</div><div>2012-fresh start. fresh start dengan new resolution. nak dibawa ke sekolah. nak dibawa ke asrama. identiti pun mungkin baru. probably. entah. everything that happened in past is past. <span style="color: #cc0000;">PAST</span>. lipat kecik2 segale bad moments tanam kat dasar hati elok2. but take the lessons. okay tak? boleh je. dan i'm in the process. and do heed this,<span style="color: #4c1130;"> </span><span style="color: #a64d79;">you cannot change the past, but you can run today by worrying about tomorrow.</span> get it? okay, good! </div><div><br />
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</div><div><span style="color: #666666;">BREATHE IN THE FUTURE. BREATHE OUT THE PAST. </span></div>ONE_E:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/03209465652984360059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8696459109100765183.post-51943276503297679162011-12-23T19:54:00.000-08:002011-12-23T19:54:04.957-08:00tahniah<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://t2.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcTKvV1OowrW6y2N1L6Nijn4cWKgz03Qq3MEkhlcn5KEtgxtCFW_fw" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://t2.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcTKvV1OowrW6y2N1L6Nijn4cWKgz03Qq3MEkhlcn5KEtgxtCFW_fw" /></a></div><br />
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assalamualaikum :) PMR's result in 2012 is end. END. THE.END. and alhamdulillah, my sister, ili shamimi got straight A's. 9 A's. she got 9 A's!!! many congrates from bottom of my heart to you. cehh :) and Allah, profuse thanks for the countless blessings. Alhamdulillah :) verily, Allah never broke His promises. believe it. pray hard. pray confidently. and effort is matter too. it's meaningless ada effort but no pray. and vice versa. *aku cakap macam dah lepas pmr. haha :P<br />
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tak lupe jugak congrates to all 103 PMR candidates 2012 in SAMBEST yang dapat 9A's. dan kepada yang kurang cemerlang, its okay. you all dah berusaha, dah berdoa pade Allah. dan dah berikan yang terbaik. and that's enough. maybe Allah had planned something better. PMR is not the end of the war. banyak lagi perjalanan. SPM tu. and maybe jugak Allah nak test kite sebab Allah tahu kite kuat of facing dugaan ni. just have faith in Allah. yakin pade Allah. He is Our Creator. leave it to Allah. mungkin ujian yang ditimpa ni as Allah's gesture suruh kite lebih dekatkan diri pade Dia. and no matter what, be grateful. because grateful is everything. *cehh*<br />
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and my turn is next year! ya Allah, berilah kekuatan nak hadapi PMR ni ! Amiin ~ONE_E:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/03209465652984360059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8696459109100765183.post-30813899271659716722011-12-19T09:20:00.000-08:002011-12-19T09:27:39.454-08:00muhasabah<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">assalamualaikum :) its like i'm in trouble! i'm an addict. yeah, addicted to post whatever yang crossing in my mind dekat this lovely-bucuk-bucuk blog ni. haha :P yeah, no reason. but, everytime apape je yg happened, nak post semue kat blog. tapi, tak ter post. bcoz i'm a lazy anak-dara! hahaha!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">ehem2, ni nak share something ni. yeah, do eager and keen please!! heee :) sedang i tengah ber facebook-ing tadi. ermm tadi? not really lah. a few days ago. my hobby bile online love to read and heed the updated status je. aceh, takdelah sampai heed. kalo yang pleasant status tu, heed lah. and tengah engross in reading the very belambak status, tetibe the one status ni really had caught my attention. and that status had touched my heart. and it was like ouch! terase menusuk ke kalbu. cehhh :P but really, isi dye not as a gempak gile! but, that's enough for me to realize betapa lalainye aku. </div><div style="text-align: center;">okay i don't really remember the whole of the status. just a part of je. and those the isi status tu:</div><br />
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1. tak malukah pade Allah, kite duk berlumba hafal lagu penyanyi barat, tapi ayat-ayat Al-Quran Allah tak dihafal pun.<br />
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2.tak malukah pade Allah, lagu2 penyanyi sering didengar, tapi ayat2 Allah kadangkala je.<br />
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3. tak malukah pade Allah, bile pasang satu lagu je, cepat je cakap tajuk, tapi cube pasang ayat2 Allah, terkebil2 nak cakap name surah.<br />
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4. tak malukah pade Allah, kite mengenali dan ambil berat pasal penyanyi yang kite minat, tapi cube ditanya tentang sejarah rasul, tergagap nak jawab.<br />
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5. tak malukah pada Allah, kite selalu on the phone dengan kawan2 kite, dengan pakwe/makwe berjam2, tapi nak duduk berdoa dekat Allah 5 minit pon susah.<br />
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6. tak malukah kite pade Allah, kalau online facebook sampai pukol empat lime pagi pon boleh, tapi nak buat tahajjud kat Allah 15 minit pon tak terbuat.<br />
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7. tak malukah kite pade Allah, selalu ucap i love you, selalu puji pakwe/makwe kite, tapi nak zikir memuji Allah even sekali seminggu pon susah.<br />
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8. and last but not least, tak malukah kite pade Allah, bile susah baru nak cari Allah, bile senang ade ingat Allah? Nauzubillah min zalik~<br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">- and as a typical teenager in this zaman moden, i admit it. memang betul. lagu2 penyanyi dah kuat di paste kat kepale. but, even one surah sederhana panjang of the Love Letters Compilation susah nak melekat. it's obviously menunjukkan yang hati kite dah mule keras dan kering kontang. so, be careful. it's hard when our heart dah makin keras :) it such a tough one when we wanna do a change, aite? lagi2, change to a better. its really difficult. really hurt. but, just have believe in Allah. and that the keyword to strengthen my heart and my azam.</div><br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">and Allah tak tengok natijah, tapi usaha as well as how big your effort to be a better muslim or muslimah! yeah! and nobody's perfect because perfection is impossible. cume ade ruang kosong in ourselves utk dipenuhi dan diperbaiki. and i'm not a better person, still have a lot to improve :) believe in Allah, InsyaAllah, everything's gonna be okay in the end :D we wouldn't know unless we try it. *aku taktahu lah betul ke dak vocab aku ni* hee :) sebenarnye, there're a million ways nak dekatkan diri pade Allah, cume we as a normal people yang malas berusaha.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">okay, i dah bebel punye panjang. that's all to share for today. sharing is caring. in fact, kite kan sesame islam. so takpe kan aku nak share pon. kan?kan?kan? hehe :) okay. chow dulu. peace be upon you :)</div>ONE_E:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/03209465652984360059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8696459109100765183.post-5051067974932079702011-12-19T00:19:00.000-08:002011-12-19T09:43:32.650-08:00wishlist<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="data:image/jpeg;base64,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" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; 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</i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">lepas dah mengalami blogger crisis ni, then find and gather byk2 link orang. pastu blogwalking, dekat chatbox owner tu, start a conversation, said <i>"your blog is awesome. really love it. do visit mine and follow it :)"</i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">and the same dialog dekat the most blog yang difollow. and that the first step. second step, promoting the blog dekat facebook's status. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">and i'm not that typical. hoho. betullah. and profuse apologize if i offended anyone's heart kay? okay, good! </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">actually, aku taknak lah cerite pasal semue bende kat atas ni. tapi entahlah. tak tao tangan ni tetibe tertaip. hehe! the truth is, nak cerite , erm not cerite lah. just an important information je! haha. its about my wishlist yang satu ni. WISHLIST! so you all, with the most energy yang aku ade, ni aku nak cakap kasut newbalance ni lah wishlist aku!! haha. sorry, teraction lebih :P </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><i><br />
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okay, dah usha dah? ini sneakers yang the most coolio and awesome.yeah, in my opinion lah. and my interest memang agak masculinity siket. hee :P but believe it, i'm still a mere girl yang punye hati lembut bak sutera. cehh :P<br />
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that's all for today! hee. my ngade-ngade one brother can't wait nak gune my lovely laptop ni. kay ahh, tata.titi.tutu. assalamualaikum :)ONE_E:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/03209465652984360059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8696459109100765183.post-23635896805356256312011-12-18T09:37:00.000-08:002011-12-19T09:32:43.641-08:00woot<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhq0DO0_6ns2MOSEw8TOwuScHg2OnBxaMIrOdNtSFEyC4_nlLlNga-H0rgYumDSxR6RBz2-_86E2Zi3qvFXvI9ogDQ-qG9-IEWcjy3PhjShB65rhvUI6B8A4QZBhtnihMab4s32iHKZ8UU/s1600/IMG_0299.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhq0DO0_6ns2MOSEw8TOwuScHg2OnBxaMIrOdNtSFEyC4_nlLlNga-H0rgYumDSxR6RBz2-_86E2Zi3qvFXvI9ogDQ-qG9-IEWcjy3PhjShB65rhvUI6B8A4QZBhtnihMab4s32iHKZ8UU/s320/IMG_0299.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><div> my lil bro yang memang teramat comel sangat!</div><div><br />
</div><div><div style="text-align: center;">semenjak, dua menjak, tige menjak ni aku asyik duk speaking bi je. don't know why lah. post aku pon da campor loghat bahase penjajah ni dah. haha. its possibly sebab i will be facing an exam next year kot. PMR! and because of my BI's paper mase the final-year-examination ni lulus with flying colour. cehh, ayat hiperbola je. definitely lulus! tapi the gred yang buat aku rase macam dudok underground je. i got B. B. B. haa, that's why lah dengan my new resolution, i'm trying nak speaking in this Bahasa Inggeris even sometimes macam broken english kan. hahaha. takpe, nak berjaye, haruslah ade efforts aite? yelah, the old of me kan suke bermadah pujangga bagai. haha :P </div></div><div><br />
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</div>ONE_E:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/03209465652984360059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8696459109100765183.post-40911894000221109442011-12-18T08:27:00.000-08:002011-12-19T09:33:30.144-08:00TUNANG <img 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<div style="text-align: center;">haloha! my beloved-public diary :P a while tadi i take a look dekat satu video. guess what? video tunang tett! haha. its such a romantic moment lah! okay, i started be eager to tunang eww eww ni. hahaha! takdelah, just imagine. ouh ili, please lah. ko kene muntah hijau lah lepas ni because of thinking these silly things. you're 14 and will be going 15. you have a long journey to be discovered lagi kan. even muke aku matured-like-a-mahasiswi right? yeah, i admit it. teeheehee :P </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">i know, my dear PMR is waiting for me! be patient kay, mr.PMR? kau tunggu je, aku tak gerun pon. and to my mr. future-leader-to-AL-JANNAH. *insyaallah* just leave it to The Greatest Planner. He knows the best. and just have believe and faith in Allah :)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div>nota kakitangan: ouh, i rase i'm too young nak imagine and daydreaming about these 'tunang and nikah' secara deeply thinking as a matter thing that will be held as soon as possible sebab dah tak sabar or sebab takut jadi spinster. hahaha! memang terlalu cepat. otak, could you please stop repeating the screenplay? its truly annoying. aku nak fokus lah.ONE_E:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/03209465652984360059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8696459109100765183.post-69676587154862481132011-12-13T09:47:00.000-08:002011-12-13T10:01:43.615-08:00keluarga <img 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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #76a5af;">process inhale oxygen dan exhale carbon dioxide</span> takkan berlaku tanpa mereka. itu pada teori sains. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">*its nonsense*</span> pada realitinya, aku takkan faham erti dunia tanpa mereka. mereka yang merupakan pelakon utama dalam sinetron hidup aku. </span><br />
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back to normal, tadi satu keluarga aku tengok vid kami yg mmg sumpah lucu. i tell you, mmg semue nmpk <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">ridiculous</span>. haha :D but its awesome. ya allah, really miss those moment. the most adorable moment mase shahir setahun lebih. fucking cute ! ahh, rase nak campak dye yg sekarang, nak ambik balek dye yg dulu. haha. sokay, shahir yg umur tige tahun ni pon still <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">cute</span> lagi what.<br />
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and semue tadi tu buat aku sedar, <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;">yang family is my everything :)</span> tanpa mereka, aku takkan boleh jadi pelakon utama yang terbaik dalam pentas wayang hidup aku. sungguh, tak tipu. no matter what, mereka akan selalu di samping kite. aite? <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">NO MATTER WHAT</span>. can't imagine my life without them. ouh. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #bf9000;">*emosional zone* </span>hee. <br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #444444;">KELUARGA.FAMILY</span></div>ONE_E:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/03209465652984360059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8696459109100765183.post-1521553530030844752011-11-29T08:55:00.000-08:002011-11-29T08:58:42.673-08:00neverweyh, rindu kat kau. haha. ambek mangkuk jamban aku nak muntah. hee. tapi itu fakta, bukan sebarang auta bukan kisah dongeng ala-ala nenek moyang kau buat bed time story. dah berape hari dah tak bertegur. wekk, aku tahu kau ego. tersangat. kau nak tegur aku, tapi kau malu kan. haha. aku semacam ade rase feeling tu, yekk. kau tahu tak, aku rase macam dah takde nyawa. *ahh, ayat yang sangat hiperbola* tapi, betullah. kenape perlu ego ha? tak faham, tak faham. takpe, kau malukan. teruskan malu kau tu ye. dah bape hari dah post pasal kau. sepatutnye kau kene terharu dan ucap jutaan terime kasih kat aku. sekian.<br />
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</div><div>ni pakwe aku buat mase seminggu. ohh pleaseeeeeee. wekkkkkkkk :P</div><div><br />
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</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">AVENGED SEVENFOLD STILL IN MY "LIVER".</span></div>ONE_E:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/03209465652984360059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8696459109100765183.post-3551803736628311272011-11-25T02:55:00.000-08:002011-11-25T09:53:37.542-08:00metropolitan<a href="http://t3.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcSF0HEQhcUHvqIQa3kcgABmRh-egZTLVg61M6-EKv7mO1b1i3YG"><img alt="" border="0" src="http://t3.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcSF0HEQhcUHvqIQa3kcgABmRh-egZTLVg61M6-EKv7mO1b1i3YG" style="cursor: pointer; display: block; height: 188px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left; width: 264px;" /></a><br />
<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;">people nowadays</span> sungguh buat wayar otak aku berselirat. erm, hiperbola lah kalau kate people. just manusia yang bergelar <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;"><span class="Apple-style-span">teenager(s)</span><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span></span>dan most rakyat <span class="Apple-style-span">tanah melayu</span>.</div><div><br />
</div><div>perlu ea update status berkajang ? <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">*i'm questioning*</span> even nak buat process <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">urination</span> pun nak sebar satu dunia ke ? sungguh aku rase nak baham manusia yang macamni . dan aku rase status tu dah macam<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;"> <span class="Apple-style-span">patient </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">registration counter</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;"> </span>dah gayenye. demam sikit, update status. haih.</div><div><br />
</div><div>lepastu facebook ni dah macam jadi tanah peperangan dah. semue nak bergaduh. apeape kat facebook ahh nak rant segale bende. dah jadi macam<span class="Apple-style-span"> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #bf9000;">facebook rant</span> </span>dah gayenye. sungguh ahh korang dah buat fenomena baru. and <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #990000;">JEDA.</span></div><div><br />
</div><div>sampai disitu je aku nak bersuare pun. takde nawaitu pun nak<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;"> condem</span> orang lah sayang , cume ade secubit rase tak puas hati. tu je. watlek lah. hee , <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">peace no war</span> sikit :)</div><div><br />
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</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">THE.TYPICAL.</span></div>ONE_E:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/03209465652984360059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8696459109100765183.post-41893681548335869962011-11-24T20:22:00.000-08:002011-11-25T10:00:16.747-08:00<a href="http://t1.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcSOeehYeS3-D9RoziHWRm5tuBi24m2qVUkHmtqmqLJX25SXLt3d"><img alt="" border="0" src="http://t1.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcSOeehYeS3-D9RoziHWRm5tuBi24m2qVUkHmtqmqLJX25SXLt3d" style="cursor: hand; cursor: pointer; display: block; height: 194px; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; width: 259px;" /></a><br />
<div>baguslah , sini kepala konkrit , sana hati besi . masing2 taknak tegur . rase macam nak baling grenade je kat kau . takpun dapat attack buah pinggang kau sekali okay jugak . haha .</div>ONE_E:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/03209465652984360059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8696459109100765183.post-18295501574704986412011-11-24T00:33:00.000-08:002011-11-24T00:33:02.171-08:00ohhaku tengah bosan tahap langit dah ni . sungguh aku tak pernah rase freaking bored ala-ala duduk kat sahara macamni . ya allah , nak bace buku , mood tak datang lagi . bukak buku tatap tajuk bape saat dah ngantok dah . rutin harian rotate 24/7 bende yang same je . sungguh aku rase macam nak hantuk kepala kat dinding je banyak kali. biar koma . bukak mate terus masuk sekolah . haha . *nauzubillah* taktahu lah mane teori aku rembat ntah .sungguh rase rindu gile ngan sekolah . its environment actually . yeah , for the first time . tak pernah dapat feeling macam ni . haha . and i assure yang mr 2012 will treat me better . i wish . sebab next year aku akan jadi agen digi . and alhamdulillah . memang mula2 takut nak pikul tanggungjawab ni . rasa gedebuk jatuh atas bahu ni . tapi just have faith in allah . sebab aku yakin ade beauty and wisdom disebalik kejadian .<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">FALLING IN AVENGED SEVENFOLD</span>ONE_E:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/03209465652984360059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8696459109100765183.post-33765909055411280932011-11-23T20:51:00.000-08:002011-11-25T10:02:12.687-08:00sungguh aku rase nak campak hati aku . nak backhand kau . nak attack dekat rib bone kau . tolooonglah ! ape masalah negare kau ? spill out lah kt aku . jangan ahh kat orang lain . cemar name aku je . *sheesh<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;">aku hanya perlukan sebaris pesanan dari kotak mesej : i'm sorry .</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">itu je . tak lebih pun . tolong ahh buang ego devil kau tu . asyik aku je mengalah . penatlah . </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">what if kau mati on the spot besok jugak <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-small;">*what if ye*</span> , macamane ? tak sempat nak junjung beribu ampun kat aku . haha . </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">ENOUGH SAID .</span>ONE_E:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/03209465652984360059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8696459109100765183.post-38949805530719671182011-06-26T00:15:00.000-07:002011-06-26T00:17:28.295-07:00zina ?title bagi kencang sikit . sebab pendapat yang menjadi tanda soal pade banyak pihak .<br />
seseorang bertanya kepada aku .<br />
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</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">anonymous : babe , ade orang kata kalau kite teringat kat budak laki je kan dah dikire zina . tapi zina hati lah . </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"> betul ke ? kau kan sekolah agama . mestilah kau tahukan . </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">aku : huh ? entahlah . aku tak sure lah . tapi aku dengar ramai orang cakap macam tu . entahlah .</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"> nanti aku cube cari jawapan ye . </span></div><div><br />
</div><div>dan tadi aku usha blog <a href="http://k-pmmm.blogspot.com/2011/05/wujudkah-couple-islamik.html"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">ini </span></b> </a> . </div><div><br />
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</div><div>definisi zina hati sebenar ialah hati yang menginginkan kepada perbuatan zina . kata orang , jika kite ingat orang yang bukan mahram beerti itu zina hati ? derr , ini tidak ade kene mengene dengan mahram or not . tapi syahwat dan bukan syahwat . itu yang matters .</div><div><br />
</div><div>kalau itu berkenaan dengan mahram or not , macam mane ? tengok keadaan ini .</div><div><br />
</div><div> seorang bapa teringat anak die dan berpikiran tak elok . *paham paham je lah . </div><div><br />
</div><div>bapa tu dikire zina hati jugak kan ? eventho they are<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"> MUHRIM .</span> </div><div><br />
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</div><div>lagi satu pasal usha mengusha ni . ala , normal thing lah bro . ini selalu nye masalah <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">teenager(s) </span>. ye lah , aku pun remaje . biaselah tu . :D</div><div><br />
</div><div>kate orang , kalau kite pandang muke boy(s) yang bukan muhrim *yelah , sebab aku kan girl , dikire zina mate pulak . alolo , mudahnye melabel dan mengecop . kalau macam tu , nak cakap dengan diorang pun kene tunduk lah ye . kahkah . </div><div><br />
</div><div>seorang abang tengok adek perempuan die dengan penuh bernafsu . is it zina mate too ? right ?</div><div><br />
</div><div>same goes dengan usha ni . kalau setakat usha tanpe perasaan . insyaallah boleh . tapi jangan sampai terlalai dan sampai dah berperasaan yang bukan-bukan . its dangerous lah derr . </div><div><br />
</div><div>takkan lah kalau teringat dekat si A sebab maybe die dah tolong kite something ke , itupun dikira zina hati ?</div><div>takkan lah kalau kite tengok si B sebab nak dengar die cakap pun dikire zina mate ?</div><div><br />
</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">the rest are needed for you to think . </span></div><div><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;">sing me a sad song and make feel better .</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;">sing me a happy song and i might start to cry .</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">LENKA .</span>ONE_E:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/03209465652984360059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8696459109100765183.post-21922761874011910582011-06-25T09:25:00.000-07:002011-06-25T09:25:22.671-07:00Kau<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://t3.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcT3iBbTZUL10O4XHoOGExVlIYWL7k9zj0QJNhWPWNw615YzE0Kc" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://t3.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcT3iBbTZUL10O4XHoOGExVlIYWL7k9zj0QJNhWPWNw615YzE0Kc" /></a></div><br />
sibukkan diri . buat kerja ni . buat kerja tu .<br />
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ish , blah lah . main jauh , jauh . tolonglah pergi . jangan kacau . jangan ganggu . aku nak cari <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">ketenangan</span> . aku nak cari <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;">kedamaian</span> . tanpa kau . tanpa nama kau .<br />
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otak sarat . tepu . <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">complicated</span> . abjad abjad nama kau kepung otak aku . tak tahu nak buat macam mane lagi . that's why aku sibukkan diri dengan buat kerja .<br />
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itu <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">tipikal</span> . lumrah . orang-orang akan sibukkan diri untuk melupakan .<br />
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bukan nama kau yang aku nak . nama <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">Ar Rahim </span>yang aku nak . dipahat kukuh dekat jantung aku . <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #660000;">jantung</span> . bukan hati . <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">heart</span> . bukan liver . kerana jika nama mulia itu dipahat pada jantung , bila aku dermakan jantung aku akan mati dan tak boleh bernafas lagi . sebab itu tak pernah dicatat dalam sejarah ade penderma jantung , kerana darah tidak boleh dipam tanpa jantung . tapi bila dipahat pada hati , bile aku dermakan hati , aku masih hidup dan takkan merasai kehilangan sebahagian hati aku . dan automatik apabila nama itu dipahat pada hati as known as liver , nama itu pasti tidak kekal lama apabila ada syaitan yang cuba pengaruh .<br />
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tapi<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;"> Ya Allah </span>, terkadang aku rapuh . bukan terkadang . tapi selalu . sering . bila aura dunia cuba mengheret aku , aura Kau aku lupakan . dan aku lebih mengejar populariti permainan dunia . biasalah remaja yang baru nak up . baru nak kenal erti dunia sebenar .<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #7f6000;">alpa</span> . sungguh aku alpa . aku takut <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #274e13;">Ya Rahim</span> . bukan takut pada mati , tapi takut untuk mati dalam keadaan yang apabila iman aku pada tahap yang memang kosong . dan saat maut jemput , aku takboleh nak cakap kat Malaikat Pencabut Nyawa "<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #4c1130;"><i> chopp , give me a bit minute . nak taubat jap .</i></span>" memang tak boleh nak luahkan . dan aku hanya boleh memohon matikan aku dalam iman , dalam keadaan aku mengingati namaMu . dalam keadaan aku bersedia untuk menghadapi soalan <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">Munkar Nakir</span> .<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #783f04;">Ya Ghafur </span>, ampunkan aku . aku yang tak sempurna mencintai Kau . berikan aku secebis rindu untuk dapatkan cintaMu . cinta yang memang hakiki . yang paling true and pure . luhur . suci . berikan aku seseorang untuk terus berjuang atas jalan Mu . atas landasan yang lurus . bukan yang menyimpang . seseorang yang ikhlas . tanpa selindung . yang bukan berjalan di depan aku untuk menjadi leader aku . bukan yang berjalan di belakang aku untuk menjadi pengikut aku . tapi berjalan di samping aku untuk membimbing aku .<br />
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bukan natijah nya , tapi usaha nya yang matters . yang Allah pandang .<br />
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sejujurnya , tenang itu ada dengan mengingatiMu . dan aku harap tenang itu sentiasa bersama aku . Amin .<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">SEEK FOR A FORGIVENESS . SEEK FOR A CALMNESS .</span>ONE_E:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/03209465652984360059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8696459109100765183.post-51099740961800646672011-06-24T11:00:00.000-07:002011-06-24T11:00:17.857-07:00tenangterus terang , aku dah bosan . sungguh aku dah bosan . bosan . jemu . jemu . bosan .<br />
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maaf . fius otak tak berapa betul . tak diperbaiki lagi . sabar otak .<br />
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tak pasti . ape yang aku rasekan sekarang ini ? takde pape . bukan . tapi aku tak pasti .<br />
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menjadi enigma dalam diri sendiri . berperang dengan perasaan yang tak wujud . sungguh menjadi suatu enigma .<br />
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terkadang perasaan tak boleh diterjemahkan hanya dengan abjad dan noktah . tapi mungkin dengan not-not muzik ? mungkin . tapi aku bukan "penggoreng" muzik .<br />
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canggung . kekok .<br />
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sejujurnya , aku canggung dan kekok dengan diri aku . diri aku yang bila nya tak dikenali . tak dikenali oleh diri aku sendiri . yang bila menjadi diri orang lain . bukan orang lain , tapi mungkin setan durjana yang menghasut ? entah .<br />
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bermunajat pada AL-Khaliq meminta jawapan pada sepertiga malam . sambil merintih dan menyesali . saat ramai orang dihanyut mimpi , aku seorang di hamparan sejadah . ber'dating' dengan si kekasih tanpa gangguan . ahh , andai aku boleh melakukan itu , istiqamah tanpa jemu . pasti persoalan yang menjadi enigma akan terungkai satu dan persatu :)<br />
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